
May I never forget the battle,
The war I fought on the field.
Through the death and destruction
Memories shattered on the ground.
The mud and sweat cover me whole
For trying so hard to survive.
I survived although I wished many times
To become the mixture of mire and blood on the wasteland
I trudge on wearily
As the bombs fall around me
But I am unaware of their sound.
I have adapted to the violence of man.
Don't worry, though, it's going to be alright
It's just I cannot feel anymore.
Sympathy for myself is the only emotion I feel,
But how far does it get a person, really?
Certainly not out of this prison called a home,
And not out of this trench I call life,
And not out of the death called a heart-beat,
The war still goes on.
December 16, 1986
